Now I know

Today, I want to write just to tell you that you can do it. That despite the setbacks and disappointments, despite the uncertainties and worries, I am convinced that you too will end up finding the courage to continue your journey, the one that will lead you towards a simple, happy and sweet life.

As I started a transformation process, I had difficulty projecting myself into the future with a positive vision. I had the impression that I was doomed to live and relive over and over again the same pains, the same difficulties. My brain was tired. He had been fighting for years against old conditioning, against old fears. I was no longer able to distinguish the true from the false. I could have sworn that my limiting beliefs, the ones that kept me in the dark and pulled me further away from my essence every day, were true. I had the firm conviction that I was destined for a life with no way out, no sun. I was literally convinced. I ended up believing that I would not make it, that life was basically a fight that I had lost in advance. These dark months have turned into years.

Then, I finally decided to go meet me. To pack down one by one the layers that had accumulated over the years. Quietly, softening my gaze on myself and revealing a part of me that I had buried so deeply, I discovered a jovial person, deeply happy and terribly animated by life. Discovering this part of me was a liberation. It’s as if I rediscovered the lively little human that I was before being swept away by the whirlwind of life. At that point, I found myself laughing for no reason. Just because I was happy. I must admit that it is one of the most beautiful sensations in the world. I laughed because the life I was building for myself through this personal journey was tinged with tasty moments and simple little pleasures. I realized that the life I was starting with a new and curious gaze satisfied me not because it was filled with goods, but because it was filled with loving and caring people and magical and unexpected moments. I stopped having expectations and started to embrace spontaneity. I let myself be lulled by new experiences that were building me day by day. Quietly, I realized that my suffering was mostly gone. And that gave way to a happy, serene and fulfilled version of me. I surrounded myself with people with whom I had a unique and special connection, people with whom I could be authentic, without having the slightest fear. I’ve learned to see the positive in every little thing, in every little moment. Then I laughed so often

Now when I close my eyes I can’t help but see all that is building my reality today and it makes me proud. It makes me proud, because I never thought I could one day enjoy life so much. I didn’t think I could put myself in a relationship with so much authenticity, and I especially didn’t think I was free enough to one day be able to love unconditionally. When we reach this plenitude, when we finally feel in our place and we love each other a little more than yesterday and less than tomorrow, life bombards us with great happiness (fasten your hat!). It’s dizzying at first, but that’s just because you’re not used to it. I assure you that you deserve it. Life knows what you’ve been through she placed these tests to make you grow and to allow you to appreciate even more the magic moments and the determining relationships which will compose your new reality. Do me a favor and let yourself go in this momentum. Discover, feel and enjoy. Do not be afraid of the happiness and the overflow of love that you will feel for those around you. Above all, don’t be afraid that it will end. Nothing can end, because everything is now in you. And once you’re good with yourself and trust the person you’ve become, there is no going back. Tell yourself that to accept the end of one thing is to realize that another can begin. Do not be afraid of the happiness and the overflow of love that you will feel for those around you. Don’t be afraid that it will end. Nothing can end, because everything is now in you. And once you’re good with yourself and trust the person you’ve become, there is no going back. Tell yourself that to accept the end of one thing is to realize that another can begin. Do not be afraid of the happiness and the overflow of love that you will feel for those around you. Above all, don’t be afraid that it will end. Nothing can end, because everything is now in you. And once you’re good with yourself and trust the person you’ve become, there is no going back. Tell yourself that to accept the end of one thing is to realize that another can begin.

Now I know.

What I’m worth.

What am I.

What happiness is.

What love is.

What the beauty of life is.

To you who are wondering if the sun will rise again, be patient, it will come. We all have within us this ability to dust off our interior, to allow happiness to emerge, the true one. And as Coldplay says so well: if you never try you’ll never know, just what you’re worth.

Have a good meeting with yourself!

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